my mom want a divorce after being married for 20 yo she wanted it from the start and she when she had a chance she did it I'm not sure why but I think my parents both have problems and they can't get along anyway i thought my life will be better after the divorce but (I stayed with my mom ) I thought she was treating us this bad because my dad were stressing her and traumatizing her by his attitude anger issues disrespect but she became more Wild when she was taking care of us all alone always angry always disappointed always complaining and humiliating us she had money but most of the time we don't have food no cleaning my sister clean for her and she didn't allow her to use phone she 15 yo and sometimes she complains about seeing her sleeping like my mom work and had 3 other payments but when I complain that she's int taking care of us I became ungrateful sometimes she hide food and when dad give my siblings money for school she took it from them I had so many bad situation with both of them my dad is trying to be good for us and I think she hate us and she's wishing we're not her responsibility before divorce I became sick ( depressed ) I stayed at my room for a year and I didn't get any help she took me to therapist but all I see her doing is complaining about my behaviour when I'm sick and she blamed me for so many things and said shit to me okay so that made me hate her and not accept any humiliation or disrespect from her we fought many times and it gets worse and worse until she led hand on me when we're were having an arguments and I hit her back she called her brothers they attacked me ( I'm not saying I'm innocent but I was literally done with her I has anger issues and I heavy heart seeing us lost and sad all of the time and I'm blaming them ) she allowed herself to say that I'm a mistake and I'm a h**r like I was raised in an angry environment that's full of hate I'm overwhelmed I can't forgive I can't forget I want to leave but people keep blaming me but I'll do what makes me feel happy no matter what even if that means leaving anyway I talked a lot what do you think

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