I don't know who to talk to about it. I feel weak and pathetic. My mom has always had anger issues, but I never thought about how she forms narratives. She brought random shit up, popped three separate events into one, mixed up the chronology and now the whole thing sounds way worse than it was. Funny thing it wasn't even bad but she just seeks out reasons to be angry and then just bites everyone around her. I feel veey betrayed that she doesn't have self awareness or even attempts to cool down and think things through. I can't even defend myself in front of my dad because she's loud and doesn't give a shit. 90% of my image that people in this house have is defined by her talking shit while she's angry or bored and then gets angry. It's not even small things anymore, I feel like I can't relax around her, I dread being around her more and more.

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