i met him 4y ago and I've fallen in love with him since the first date, i thought that we will be together but he doesnt like being in relationships, he wanted us to get engaged but my dad didnt accept cause i was young, so we got stuck in a situationship for 3y, i loved him from the bottom of my heart stoped talking to males i fekt like i must be loyal to him anyway but he used to fuck around with other gurls, having countless of nudes whenever he wants smth he goes to other females so ive felt really useless and not feminine even tho ik my worth deep down, this got me depressed lost years of studies n job nd got mentally sick from the emotional abuse, one day i decided to leave him and i got engaged to another male, no feelings ive suffered with him for so long, He regreted everything and he changed for the better now im back with him again nd we about to get married but im scared cant trust him when he's busy at work and always away from me i cant feel secure and idk i feel lost actually..

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