(part2).. I also don't think that anyone would care to read nor understand but it has been in my notes and its devastating to feel unheard ////// a lost , hopeless , and forever closed cause i miss you like crazy and i wish things hadnt come down the way they did.... i still am thinking about you and every single thing i have told you was pretty damn true.... i really really had to do what i did.. in despite that all i ever wanted is to find out what we are and "take it easy".... not because of anything but to really experience the whole love with you in order to experience not loving you.. truly i would never forgive myself for how much i put you through.. but i really didnt meant to... but for that, i will never send this.. and you will never get hurt by me.. ever. again. i just.... miss seeing you.. and i cant promise that i will stop stalking.. not much.. just enough to know that you are alive. i wish if i could know if you are well and happy too. i guess this chapter , is forever closed on this. i caused much damage .. nothing can fix but time & me staying far, far away. i hope to live till the day that i dont remember your face , name, your stories, and your usernames in all apps. that day i will be healed .. and i hope the same for you. 16/10/2024

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