to be honest i don’t know where to start, there’s so much i’m feeling so much that is going on… im a young woman im 30 i live in algiers i have a degree in communications i worked for 8 years in different fields and i started my own business few months ago but I can’t work on it because my life isn’t going well i have essues with emotional attachment and dependency, trust issues, no friends because of the trust issues family issues all this because of my previous traumas im too nice and too thoughtful i think of everyone and i make all of my loved ones problems mine and i suffer from it too much and when i need to talk or to be heard im by myself i have been cheated on so many times that i don’t even remember if i ever haven’t been! and now i have a fiancée that i really love but that i can’t trust because he also almost cheated and he has addiction issues i suffer from anxiety, social anxiety and depression and it has been this way since i had to stop working in a toxic environment and i can’t get out of this depression i spend my days in my bad i don’t eat properly i don’t go out i have health issues if you ask where is my family in all of this well my mon died when i was 11 my dad doesn’t care and my little brother has addiction issues and is one of the reasons i feel so bad because I m worried about him i don’t want to live this way anymore i can’t even go out i have no where to go no money no friends and my fiancée is always busy thank you for reading me

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