how could I ignore the feeling of being not enough I honestly know that I'm doing my best in anything but sometimes it isn't enough I tried my best to keep a relationship going but he went and cheated on me w a girl who he used to say a lot Abt her and every time they break up he comes to me like I'm js a replacement the feeling is acc eating me I cannot deal w it Ik it's not my fault but it hurts a lot and I acc always fear that he might not remember me at all I knew he would remember me if he listened to silver springs or lover you should've come over, n some songs but it's actually so draining I hate it I hate that he is w another woman who isn't me and I hate that I'm still aching for him no matter what

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