I feel like I’m drowning into a deep ocean, like I can’t breathe anymore, I live my life with this for almost 2 years and it gets worse, sometimes I lose control of myself and can’t breathe automatically, sometimes I act weirdly happy when something happens in my family like engagements , weddings or celebrations of anything, like I want to take my mind off and celebrate to think of nothing, but life it doesn’t goes about celebration so when everything ends I start to seek for something else to do , I have duty and I have my college , but everything in my life complicated especially my study and how I was so passionate about it but now because of my situation I start to feel depressed , so I have a lot of things that I should care about but my anxiety and depression don’t let me find peace , and in the last I want to say something to my family or friends but I can’t

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