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Watermelon_52431 🇪🇬

1 month ago

Feeling Heartbroken

she friend-zoned me .. i know.. she made it clear tbh but i still fell for her she is just way too perfect and i am too hurt .. never confessed oc she got in and out of relationship multiple times and i am frozen whenever i try to see a girl I instantly compare it to her and get turned off

Durian_52455 🇪🇬 Thank her ‘cause she did a big favor for you. she didn’t OVERACT. She was realistic with you. She RESPECT your emotions. She didn’t play some love Games with u.

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Avocado_52276 🇮🇳

3 months ago

Feeling Heartbroken

Been Married for 5 years. He was jobless and I taken care of all his needs for five years. Been betrayed in many ways throughout the journey and still I sticked with him. But later when I found out that he is involved with another women also, that was the breaking point. And I applied for divorce, s

Cherry_50508 🇲🇦

5 months ago

Feeling Fed up

today was a good day. i was productive; did some work ive been postponing for a whole week. i also feel better cuz i decided to move out on february which is amazing. i wanted to live with my fam and save up but id rather not. ill just get another job to make it and thats all. its not worth it livin

Strawberry_40306 🇪🇬 Good job hope you complete everyday

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Cookies_40305 🇲🇦

6 months ago

Feeling Lost

how to move on? after my dad got sick, I couldn't move on for more than 5 years now I can't concentrate on my study or on finding a job that corresponds my family conditions I'm tired confused and aware that I'm losing time and opportunities

Croissant_40518 🇪🇬 Don't think that because what you went through was bad, you won't be able to live. You are just your thoughts. Keep in mind that this is normal and that this is not in your hands and that this is just an experience. Think in a positive way, change your study location, and practice a hobby, even if it is difficult.

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Cookies_33963 🇸🇦

7 months ago

Feeling Drained

(part2).. I also don't think that anyone would care to read nor understand but it has been in my notes and its devastating to feel unheard ////// a lost , hopeless , and forever closed cause i miss you like crazy and i wish things hadnt come down the way they did.... i still am thinking about you

Tofu_29255 🇪🇬

7 months ago

Feeling Heartbroken

healing isn't easy as i thought, I've been always strong and have emotion intelligence that i can move on fast and i have high coping mechanism but i don't why this time not like others I can't move on I'm not able to go back to who i was before happy, optimistic, cheerful . i used to block anyon

Lemon_19120 🇵🇭

11 months ago

Feeling Worried

I am writing this hoping that someday you can read this. Dear Beb, Akala ko pag nakita ulit kita, magiging normal lang. Kasi ang tagal na non e, 18 years. Marami nang nangyari, may asawa kana, may asawa na rin ako. Pero mali ako. Nong nakita kita, bumalik lahat. Bumalik lahat ng alaala kung paano

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I am writing this hoping that someday you can read this.

Dear Beb,

Akala ko pag nakita ulit kita, magiging normal lang. Kasi ang tagal na non e, 18 years. Marami nang nangyari, may asawa kana, may asawa na rin ako. Pero mali ako. Nong nakita kita, bumalik lahat.

Bumalik lahat ng alaala kung paano tayo noon, kung pano mo ko inaalagaan, minahal, tyinaga at ingatan. At sinayang ko lahat yon. I've never been a good girlfriend to you. Palagi kita sinasaktan.

Naaalala mo? Unang layas ko saamin, sabi natin magsama na tayo. Payag na pamilya mo na maging mag asawa na tayo, tapos pag aaralin padin nila ako? What if tinuloy natin yun? Iba kaya kapalaran natin ngayon? Tayo kaya ang magkasama ngayon? I can't help but to think, sana pala pinaglaban natin noon na magsama na tayo.

Naaalala mo din ba? Nung hindi na tayo non, sa twing lumalayas ako samin at hindi ako sinasalo ng mga nagiging boyfriend ko, ikaw ang takbuhan ko. Palagi mo sinasabi, iuuwi mo ko sainyo. Pero pag andun na ako sainyo, tinatawagan mo pamilya ko para sunduin ako. Palaging ikaw ang nagssauli sakin sa pamilya ko, kaya nga gustong gusto ka nila, diba?

Tapos, naaalala mo pa ba? Tayo pa non, sa sobrang legal na tayo both sides, twing pasukan at uwian d tayo papayag na hindi tayo sabay papasok at uuwi, at dahil hatid sundo ako, kasama ka sa sasakyan namen sumasakay twing papasok at uuwi.

Naaalala ko din, nagagalit ka noon kasi hindi ako madalas kumain pag lunch time natin, kaya ginawa mo, palagi ka nagluluto ng baon para saating dalawa. Kapag lunch time na susunduin mo ko sa classroom ko, sabay tayo pupunta ng kubo at kakainin yung baon na niluto mo.

At heto alam kong naaalala mo to, twing pupunta ka sa bahay, palagi gusto ko may dala kang mcdo at mcflurry. Ang saya saya natin kasi tanggap ka ng pamilya ko.

Naaalala mo din ba, nung naghiwalay na tayo? Hindi mo pdin ako pinababayaan, kahit na naging boyfriend ko yung barkada natin, nag give way ka! Kahit alam kong nasasaktan ka, nakangiti ka lang, masaya para saamin.

Naaalala mo nung prom? Nagpaalam ka sakanya kung pwede mo ako isayaw? Tapos umiyak sa habang nag sasayaw tayo, sabi mo saakin, suko kana, ibibigay mo na ko sakanya. Tapos sinayaw mo bestfriend mo, sabi mo sakanya, suko kana, pakakawalan mo na ako then we graduated high school.

I remember, tayo pa nung sinabi mo saakin na pagka graduate natin pupunta ka ng U.S! Sabi mo saakin hintayin kita dahil kukuhanin mo ako. Sabi mo yun ang pangarap mo. MAGING ASAWA AKO! And yes, natupad ang pagpunta mo ng U.S after we graduated. Pero yung pangako mo na kukuhanin mo ako, bakit ang tagal? Nainip ako. Hindi ako nakapag hintay.

Years passed, i met someone. Nagkausap uli tayo, sabi ko sayo ikakasal na ako. Pinipigilan mo ako, sabi mo saakin konti na lang makukuha mo na ako. Pero hindi ako naniwala, mas pinili ko siya. And that's the end of our story.

But today, i keep asking myself, is it really the end? Bakit nung nakita uli kita, bumalik lahat. Bakit ngayon ako nagsisisi bakit hindi ako nakapag hintay? Tangina naman! Bakit ngayon pa kung kelan huli na ang lahat?

Sabi ko sa sarili ko nung nakita uli kita, gagawa ako ng paraan para makausap ka, masabi ko lahat ng ito. Baka sakali yun lang ang kailangan para tuluyan ko na mapakawalan yung bumabalik na nararamdaman ko sayo. Kaya lahat ginawa ko, pinipilit ko lumayo sa tropa kasi baka maisipan mo lumapit saakin at kausapin ako. Nagpakalasing ako at pinakita ko sayo para alagaan mo ako at masolo kita.

And yes, nagtagumpay ako! Napansin mo ako! Inalagaan mo ako. Hindi ko makakalimutan yung nilagyan mo ako ng towel sa balikat ko dahil nakahandusay nako, sabi mo hwag ako humiga sa sahig at papasukin ako ng lamig. Kaya pinatayo mo ako at pinagpalit ng tuyong damit. After, bumalik ako sa pagkakahiga. Kahit nakapikit ako, nararamdaman kita, kilos ka ng kilos. Hanggang sa naalipungatan ako dahil inaangat mo ulo ko para lagyan ng isa pang unan, at para kumutan ako. Sabi ko, yes napansin mo nako! Pero hnggng dun lang ginawa mo. Hindi ako nakuntento, tumayo ako! Sabi ko naiihi ako, sinamahan mo ako sa baba para mag cr, and that's the time na nahawakan ko mga kamay mo! Ang saya saya ko! Promise! Sabi ko pa sayo, nalasing ako dahil sayo! Kasi alis ka ng alis! At kada alis mo naiinis ako kaya sige shot nalang!

After ko mag cr, hinawakan mo uli ako! Habang nasa hagdan, sabi mo saakin, kung gusto ko ba sa kwarto mo nako ihatid para mas mkpg pahinga ako maayos. Tumanggi ako, sabi ko ayoko gusto ko sa 3rd floor. Ang bobo ko! Dapat pala pumayag ako! Para hinatid mo ako, baka don nakapag usap na sana tayo!!!

Hanggang sa nawala ka na sa paningin ko, last thing i heard, ikaw ang nagpunta ng kwarto mag isa para magpahinga. Gusto kita puntahan, pero hindi ko alam paano. Kung tama ba? Hindi ba ako mapapahiya?

And yea, hanggang doon nalang tayo nung araw na yon. Wala ako nagawa. Gusto kita yakapin, tanungin kung namiss mo din ba ako? May ibig sabihin ba yung pagkanta nating dalawa ng kantang "MAHAL PA RIN KITA"?

Bakit hindi ka gumawa ng paraan para magkausap tayo? Parehas ba tayo naghihintayan? O sadyang wala ka nalang talaga interes? Dahil hindi na ako maganda at mataba na ako.

Still, up to this day. Gumagawa parin ako ng paraan makausap o makita ka ulit. Pina laundry ko pa yung mga damit na pinahiram mo, dahil sabi ko ibabalik ko pa sayo. But it seems you're not interested. Very cold ng replies mo. Is it a sign na hindi mutual ang nararamdaman natin?

So kung hindi ako mabibigyan ng chance na makausap o makita ka uli, i think sa paraang ito mailabas ko lahat at maka move on na ako. But i really hope na mababasa mo ito, i dont know how, but maybe baka hindi nadin?

Maybe, I just really wanna say to you, I loved you, A! If I will go back sa nakaraan, I will choose you!

Goodbye!

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