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Apple_57254 🇪🇬

4 days ago

Feeling Stressed

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i only come here when im tired of writing on paper and i feel like needing to talk to a human being not an object.
I'm stressed, lost and overwhelmed. it's hard being a caregiver to a sick parent who has regular hospital visits, a student and a parent to your parents and holding a household together all at once while having your own mental,  personal and health struggles. 
i keep denying that I'm lost but i can't anyone but the thing is, I'm drained i don't have energy left to find myself again and like someone important to me told me today " it's not fair to just keep living to the expectations your parents have of you, it's not fair to you" and i agree it's not fair that it's consuming me and leaving me with nothing to give for myself. i just want some rest, some time, some energy to be present while i do something. i feel more like a robot than human. and the only thing i do for myself is haram and i can't give it up because I'm clinging to any bit of comfort i can get. 
i sometimes catch myself thinking that i really need someone to care for me, someone that i don't have to be strong with someone who will not just take my love and energy but also appreciate and give them back, at other time i think that i just want any spare or leftover energy to do all that for myself but well i don't have both.
imagine having to do all this alone while also caring for your own physical, mental and emotional and you also gotta work on yourself to be better educated wise, maturity and personality wise and also looks wise, it's just hard.
i know i yapped a lot and it was all negative but still can't deny that I'm grateful for many things in my life like having my brothers and still being here and not giving up and still trying despite everything, I'm grateful for my having access to food and snacks as they bring me a little joy and I'm grateful for sometimes having ingredients to make baked goods, baking is like the sweetest escape and im grateful for my stuffed animals too and my moon candle♡
both lists can go on the good and the bad but i don't think anyone will even read this far so i guess that's enough

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Avocado_70349 🇪🇬

1 month ago

Feeling Drained

being ghosted again after being a perfect partner who understands, accept, appreciate, show care , affection and love just feeling like this world is very hard and not belonging to this era is it about me not being able to play games?

Carrot_47286 🇪🇬

1 month ago

Feeling Tired

Have you ever felt imprisoned by your own ailing body? Do you know the pain that accompanies you through every daily activity? That pain which drags you from sleep in tears and screams, longing both for release and for it to persist? You cannot escape it; you endure the agony and learn to adap

Coffee_63907 🇪🇬

1 month ago

Feeling Tired

I've lost all meaning in life Right now it feels completely aimless to me. Nothing brings joy not even sorrow reaches me anymore I'm numb to everything and everyone around me I tried to escape this emptiness by chasing love, thinking maybe it could anchor me But I fell for someone who never wanted

Apple_57801 🇪🇬

2 months ago

Feeling Drained

has it ever occured to you that you're not familiar with peace? with anxiety-free life? that you only feel like yourself when you're worried and something isn't right? i know this might sound off to some people, but I can't seem to stop searching for causes to be anxious! ofc not consciously but wh

Popcorn_52487 🇨🇭

4 months ago

Feeling Lost

I feel like I’m drowning into a deep ocean, like I can’t breathe anymore, I live my life with this for almost 2 years and it gets worse, sometimes I lose control of myself and can’t breathe automatically, sometimes I act weirdly happy when something happens in my family like engagements , weddings o

Marshmallow_51920 🇯🇴

5 months ago

Feeling Confused

TRIGGER WARNING ‼️ What's the point of life? There's no point. Like, there's literally no point of life. Like, why do we- why do we even exist? I can't- I don't understand. Why? It's just really confusing, and it makes me feel like- like, what's the point of everything? Why are we here? Why? Is an

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What's the point of life? There's no point. Like, there's literally no point of life. Like, why do we- why do we even exist? I can't- I don't understand. Why? It's just really confusing, and it makes me feel like- like, what's the point of everything? Why are we here? Why? Is anything real? I just don't know anymore. Atheist people kill themselves because they don't see the value of life, okay? I'm, like, Muslim, kinda, and I just don't see the point of life either. I just, like, why shouldn't people kill themselves? They're gonna die anyway. Everyone's gonna die anyway. It's like being trapped. Nothing feels real or valuable or anything. I just- I feel like I shouldn't exist. I feel so weird. I feel like no one likes me, so what's the point of even existing? I know you're gonna say, oh, there's people who love you and do stuff, but, like, life goes on. I'm gonna die anyway. And, like, I'm just gonna leave them before they leave me. I'm, like, I'm a scared cat. Like, I wouldn’t do that, actually, but I'm, like, I just- I just think about it a lot. Being- I don't know. I don't even know if I'm in the dark spot. I'm just confused. I don't know shit. I- I really don't know anything anymore. Really second thinking everything I've ever believed in. And it's exhausting. I wish- I was just clueless and never- never learned anything. And I'm just- I'm just- I'm just being clueless is a privilege. Knowing shit is fucking exhausting. And being surrounded of people that think I'm- I believe in something just like them when I don't actually is fucking exhausting. I hate pretending, and I can't stop pretending. I simply can't. If I stop pretending, everyone's gonna leave me. I'm gonna be alone forever. I don't even know what I believe in. I'm exhausted. I'm so exhausted. Like, I'm exhausted. Thinking about it is exhausting. I don't know what's going on with me. My head is a mess. It's- oh my gosh. What is a dark spot? Am I in a dark spot? I don't know. I just feel like you do this for attention and literally no one knows about that. I'm always thinking about my feelings again. Like, I feel it's not real like I'm pretending for attention because I've- I've always done that because I really wanted attention. But I don't know if I do it right now for attention or not. I don't want to be that person. I hate being seen as an attention seeker. Like, it's embarrassing. It's so embarrassing. I just feel so lonely in this. It's so lonely. I don't- I- I just don't believe anything anymore. I do believe there is a God, but I don't know anything else. It's just like- I'm so lost. So lost. I don't know. I'm so lost. It's exhausting and it's- and it sucks. Like, so much- there's so much going on. I don't know. Like, I don't know what to do. Like, having so many mental issues and having to study and having to pretend is too much. I can't do all of that, but I'm still doing it. If my parents found out that I think that way, they're gonna be really, really disappointed. They shouldn't be disappointed though, because I was trying to learn and I was trying to, like, see things from different angles. And it wasn't even intentional. And I just- I don't know. I don't know what I am. I'm just so lost and I hope and I wish I weren't. I wish I'd never saw that video. I wish I'd never- I wish I'd never saw that video. I wish I was- I was never born. I wish I was a star or a fucking fly that, Like you’d, kill, Because it was too annoying. I wish I was something not someone.

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Kiwi_51187 🇪🇬

8 months ago

Feeling Lost

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Cookies_40305 🇲🇦

10 months ago

Feeling Lost

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Croissant_40518 🇪🇬 Don't think that because what you went through was bad, you won't be able to live. You are just your thoughts. Keep in mind that this is normal and that this is not in your hands and that this is just an experience. Think in a positive way, change your study location, and practice a hobby, even if it is difficult.

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Strawberry_34213 🇫🇷

10 months ago

Feeling Lost

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Cookies_33963 🇸🇦

10 months ago

Feeling Drained

(part2).. I also don't think that anyone would care to read nor understand but it has been in my notes and its devastating to feel unheard ////// a lost , hopeless , and forever closed cause i miss you like crazy and i wish things hadnt come down the way they did.... i still am thinking about you

Coffee_32133 🇸🇦

10 months ago

Feeling Stupid

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10 months ago

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Cherry_20530 🇪🇬

1 year ago

Feeling Meh

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Pineapple_20781 🇳🇬 everything is going to alright

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1 year ago

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