exhaustion

Chocolate_52578 🇪🇬

1 month ago

Feeling Emotional

I really wanna get married I really wanna someone to tell me that everything is gonna be okay every night we all know that life is really hard I felt tired that I’m all the time holding myself , my responsibility even when I found a man I don’t find masculine energy to release my feminine energy

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Marshmallow_51920 🇯🇴

2 months ago

Feeling Confused

TRIGGER WARNING ‼️ What's the point of life? There's no point. Like, there's literally no point of life. Like, why do we- why do we even exist? I can't- I don't understand. Why? It's just really confusing, and it makes me feel like- like, what's the point of everything? Why are we here? Why? Is an

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What's the point of life? There's no point. Like, there's literally no point of life. Like, why do we- why do we even exist? I can't- I don't understand. Why? It's just really confusing, and it makes me feel like- like, what's the point of everything? Why are we here? Why? Is anything real? I just don't know anymore. Atheist people kill themselves because they don't see the value of life, okay? I'm, like, Muslim, kinda, and I just don't see the point of life either. I just, like, why shouldn't people kill themselves? They're gonna die anyway. Everyone's gonna die anyway. It's like being trapped. Nothing feels real or valuable or anything. I just- I feel like I shouldn't exist. I feel so weird. I feel like no one likes me, so what's the point of even existing? I know you're gonna say, oh, there's people who love you and do stuff, but, like, life goes on. I'm gonna die anyway. And, like, I'm just gonna leave them before they leave me. I'm, like, I'm a scared cat. Like, I wouldn’t do that, actually, but I'm, like, I just- I just think about it a lot. Being- I don't know. I don't even know if I'm in the dark spot. I'm just confused. I don't know shit. I- I really don't know anything anymore. Really second thinking everything I've ever believed in. And it's exhausting. I wish- I was just clueless and never- never learned anything. And I'm just- I'm just- I'm just being clueless is a privilege. Knowing shit is fucking exhausting. And being surrounded of people that think I'm- I believe in something just like them when I don't actually is fucking exhausting. I hate pretending, and I can't stop pretending. I simply can't. If I stop pretending, everyone's gonna leave me. I'm gonna be alone forever. I don't even know what I believe in. I'm exhausted. I'm so exhausted. Like, I'm exhausted. Thinking about it is exhausting. I don't know what's going on with me. My head is a mess. It's- oh my gosh. What is a dark spot? Am I in a dark spot? I don't know. I just feel like you do this for attention and literally no one knows about that. I'm always thinking about my feelings again. Like, I feel it's not real like I'm pretending for attention because I've- I've always done that because I really wanted attention. But I don't know if I do it right now for attention or not. I don't want to be that person. I hate being seen as an attention seeker. Like, it's embarrassing. It's so embarrassing. I just feel so lonely in this. It's so lonely. I don't- I- I just don't believe anything anymore. I do believe there is a God, but I don't know anything else. It's just like- I'm so lost. So lost. I don't know. I'm so lost. It's exhausting and it's- and it sucks. Like, so much- there's so much going on. I don't know. Like, I don't know what to do. Like, having so many mental issues and having to study and having to pretend is too much. I can't do all of that, but I'm still doing it. If my parents found out that I think that way, they're gonna be really, really disappointed. They shouldn't be disappointed though, because I was trying to learn and I was trying to, like, see things from different angles. And it wasn't even intentional. And I just- I don't know. I don't know what I am. I'm just so lost and I hope and I wish I weren't. I wish I'd never saw that video. I wish I'd never- I wish I'd never saw that video. I wish I was- I was never born. I wish I was a star or a fucking fly that, Like you’d, kill, Because it was too annoying. I wish I was something not someone.

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Banana_43778 🇪🇬

6 months ago

Feeling Emotional

im not an easy talk person who can put all what is inside him out so easily, so i was talking with a friend about ehat that all i kept inside me doing to my mood and how im so tired of keeping inside me, so he tried to make me talk and understand what im feeling, and we started to point out what the

Biscuit_41393 🇪🇬 I understand you and your feeling that having someone close to you is very normal. I hope you find this person as soon as possible so that your feelings will improve

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Cookies_40305 🇲🇦

7 months ago

Feeling Lost

how to move on? after my dad got sick, I couldn't move on for more than 5 years now I can't concentrate on my study or on finding a job that corresponds my family conditions I'm tired confused and aware that I'm losing time and opportunities

Croissant_40518 🇪🇬 Don't think that because what you went through was bad, you won't be able to live. You are just your thoughts. Keep in mind that this is normal and that this is not in your hands and that this is just an experience. Think in a positive way, change your study location, and practice a hobby, even if it is difficult.

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Sugar_35854 🇲🇦

7 months ago

Feeling Angry

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everyone things they are deep including myself nowadays and this is very annoying , 
everyone is thinking they are deeper than others. 
I'm loosing myself in this and confused with the existence of opposite sides, tired of listening to different parts of myself that I'm calling soul , psyche , body ...is even this distinction real or we just made this up with a bunch of people which makes it more real.
I was developing curiosity over judgement but my constant exposure to people makes me forget my values
(And I'm aware it is actually an opportunity to sharpen and understand the nuances of every value I'm choosing but I feel upset because why the hell I'm choosing this path why the hell I'm choosing more responsibility why the fuck I'm trying to build values , why the fuck I'm trying my best to heal and to be an adult to finally deal with a bunch of babies)
I don't care that my writing seems arrogant, cocky lacking humbleness because I'm upset , this is part of being authentic and real is being brave enough to show your truth as it is RAW and savage (I figured that out while I was building the value of authenticity and honesty that needs courage and bravery by their side with letting go the need to be liked or loved or whatever which actually lead to something much better appreciating/loving/respecting yourself , also there is another angle the trade off thing being able to see everything as a trade off you wanna be liked by others? You may give up liking yourself in the process or you can go the other way and of course I'll always choose the other way )
 I know deep down we actually don't know anything we just have the illusion of knowing because we can't handle uncertainty, we can't accept the fact that we have no idea what the fuck is going on we believe in spirituality, religion, science as something solid and accurate and we forget we are just guessing we just trying to make sense of things that doesn't make sense
We forget If something is meaningless or meaningful is just our choice we choose what's meaningful for us can be meaningless to others and we can't handle that we forget what we choose can be unchosen by others 
What I'm expressing now feels real accurate and permanent but it's not 
What is real is silence is nothingess is uncertainty is observation without interpretation

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Potato_31325 🇪🇬

7 months ago

Feeling Tired

I need a break from everyone and everything I'm tired of it all tired of waking up every morning waiting for the day to end and replaying every day and every week waiting for the weekend and every month waiting for the next and every year waiting for the next and all my life waiting for it to end I'

Grape_35493 🇪🇬 yeah I have been there and some of me is still there tbh I tried hurting my self and it didn’t go well but I am still here believe me all these feelings they Arent worth it at all you arent worth all these problems and thoughts

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