I really have bad social anxiety and didn’t manage to talk to anyone in my first year , and this second year today I had a huge argument today in the lecture with a girl in front of everyone … there was a group project and the prof told us to choose 4 , and as yk I didn't know anyone there . But there was a guy who told me we can be both in one group and choose 2 others , then he went to that girl , which was his friend and told her if we can work all together , and then when she saw me so quiet , she started being disrespectful and saying that she wants other ppl in the group and not me , and telling him can I talk to you privately , while talking about me . Although he told her no that he can't talk to her privately she continued being disrespectful towards me , so I told her who are you talking about , then she started screaming at me in front of everyone , so I argued back with her . And that's my first time to argue like that in front of people , so I started shacking after that . And then she told him that she won't work with us , she already have a lot of friends so it didn't bother her . So with this guy he was trying to bring ppl in the group , but no one did after this argument , so I asked him what do you think …. I am really so hurt , and the problem that this girl have a lot of friends … and I felt I got excluded Why would she even talk to me like that , I did nth to her … and I looked so desperate for people

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