hi guys! this is my very first time sharing my stuff thrugh social mediaI, so this feels kinda weird. and tbh, i don't even know if someone is going to read this but I just need to let it go. I have severe social anxiaty because of past live experiences. i used to believe it was caused by a very lonely childhood and teenagehood, but two days ago I came across with an old bitch who insulted me about my looks, calling me "transvestite" a couple of times just in front of all people in the bus. Her daughter (also ald as the ancient egypt) insinuated that I was fat and for that reason i didn't have to sit. Everyone was aware of the situstion, but nobody did nothing except a girl. I think i have never felt this bad. i cried like a baby. then i remembered where my severe social anxiety came from: all the insults and bullying I received since I was a kid. that's why i fear of stepping outside my bedroom, because of all the pain i have lived.

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