hey guys I dont know if I am good or no cuz it turns out my little 10yo sister has cancer and I feel bad I wish I had cancer instead of her well im also young im 15yo but I went through a lot already like last 2 surgeries I was about to die but hmdlh I didn't and I did a 3rd surgery when I was 6yo I dont really mind being sick but I cant watch my mother and my little sister crying specially my little sister she's mentally ill because of my dad our dad always leaves us and want another wife but he doesn't want to divorce my mom ik its normal to have multiple wife's but he can't cuz Ik he won't treat them equally im like the man of the house every for my mom and that's another problem I learned from when I was young to shut up and hide my feelings and don't cry and that's damaged me a lot and another problem is im an overthinker my brain always hurts me and our whole family is kinda connected with الجن and I want some money to buy a pc to play properly my laptop is soo bad even after tweaking it to the limits and I need money to buy food cuz I do calisthenics at home and need a lot of food to stay healthy and I want my own room and a cat soo bad and also I like a lot of other things that needs money like electronics and I also like chess and rubik's cube anyway I think I'm depressed but I cant really tell anyone or show anyone that's just some problems I have i just want somone to understand me and take care of me ty for reading everything ❤ and sorry if I make mistakes my English is not that great

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