hello I wanna talk about something a little weird (for some people) but for me I really need advices because it's eating me up I'm in a relationship for 1 year with someone (he's not Algerian) he's the perfect man a girl will wish for he loves me so much that me getting a little sad over something nothing will make him cry and beg for forgiveness he always make sure I'm fine I eat well and all anyway before me he used to date a girl he dated her for 3years we talked about it in the beginning and I asked him as a Muslim virgin girl that I'm untouchable so I deserve an untouchable man as well (that's my mindset I know everyone has past but what can I do) so he said he only kissed her but this girl treated him like shit and she cheated on him that more than 5 times but he gave up and forgot about her ... one day me and him and my sister we were gossiping and he was talking about his past so my sister asked him you really not lying about you only kissed her he was surprised and he said yes than she said I don't believe you then he said stop asking me like this in front of my wife then she said then tell me and I won't tell her I promise than he agreed so he told her that yes he slept with her and I heard it you can't imagine how heartbroken I was till this day and I can't forget about it even after he made everything clear and apologized for not telling me before because he was afraid to lose me and I will judge him about his past he said I was waiting for the right time to tell you but it happened in a wrong way and he cried for days because It reminded him for the past and now we're good but I still can't forget that before meeting me he slept with another girl even tho I tried my best to forget about it I even tried talking about it with him and he was helping me all the time but comforting me that he loves me and I'm the one he wanna marry and he talked to my dad and mom and I talked with his parents too but this I can't forget this even tho he said it was a bad experience and he regrets it so bad so please help me I don't wanna ruin this beautiful relationship with my over thinking btw he's my first love and first everything but knowing that im not his first it's killing me

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