I need help!is it getting toxic? i was going through depression without knowing for 2 yrs straight then as I was going for counselling I missed lots of classes and the teacher told about my condition to classmates...it was the worst..all those sympathy at that time felt like a mock on me. Then I suddenly on social platform I met a guy!I was thinking of deleting my acc then his pp caught me curious so I thought of replying to his text and see although at first I thought he was some kind of perverted stalker at first . We texted then he said he saw me in his friends story and ended up following me and although he forgot how I look but was certain that he wants me. we shared our secrets as a let out at first then he asked me out which I rejected atleat 3x then I said yes inorder to use him to overcome whatever i was feeling and forget my ex too.Yes at first I was using him as I thought we'd never meet...he sended me flowers and not...i started getting attached to him ,i told him about how i was sexually abused by my own cousin he understood me and gave me time although i ended up doing booty calls w him and then that day came when he actually did came from delhi to my place to meet me.I had no choice I went w him ,I was wearing casual a fitting top where my boobs were popping big and a short . he saw me hugged me and open the car door for me.He took me on a ride in the highway in an outskirt area he stopped.I knew what was coming next ,he faced towards me and kissed me I tried to face the other side as I was flustered the he grabbed my face and told me calm down and close my eyes and kept on going and placed his one hand on my b**bs from inside and started squeezing although it was outskirt area it was a public space i was scared but he kept on going till there.... oh btw he is 7 years older than me! on the second date he took me to hotel for sex it's been 1yr he uses verbal and physical abuse almost all time whenever it is related to a male friend...and drag me for sex even if I'm lil busy he says stuffs such that I end up listening to him...I've become submissive to an extend I can never imagine. he said Don't even dare to think of leaving him

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