1. My feelings Ever since I was young I always felt like I don’t belong anywhere or to anyone That feeling of being unsafe and anxious never leaves me I’m not living the way I truly want to I crave freedom My biggest dream is to be myself going out with my hair down and enjoying the sun without fear of being recognized or judged 2. My body and self esteem I’m struggling with an eating disorder I grew up overweight and I’ve wanted to lose weight for as long as I can remember My self esteem and self love depend on how many calories I burn or eat I refuse to wear perfume go out or have fun until I lose weight 3. My love life I’ve loved the same person since December 2020 He never loved me back but he took advantage of me made fun of me and manipulated me Even after everything I couldn’t stop loving or hating him I had a boyfriend after him who truly cared about me but didn’t know how to treat me right Still I realized I only felt real love once in my life 4. My truth That guy from December 2020 did horrible things but I still love him He’s not even that handsome or special but whenever I hear his name something inside me just clicks

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