despite having a loving family I can't feel the warmness anymore. when i needed understanding I was blessed with sarcasm and humiliation. There is literally no one I could open up with... my heart feels so heavy as such that I wish I was never there to begin with. And who said demotivating motivates someone atleast not me!my all life I had been compared with others by my parents,how funny they say don't care what they say just work hard you don't need to be the best and what not then they start he/she did this did that and you?what are you doing ?you dont love us,you are a problem you can't achieve with that mentality..what mentality? mentality which was affected by them?relatives?my own friends and people around me... to such an extend that it's too late for me to open up..and that I've suppressed all my emotions such that I can't sense or feel any except for death.

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