idk i have bac this year and i feel already late, not wanting to study, i just wanna have a stable job, get money be happy, and i want god to forgive all my sins, sometimes i stop praying, though i long for obeying god lots, but now iam lost and whenever i return i feel unwanted under his mighty throne… what if i don’t succeed? my parents will be disappointed for i have no reason not to study.. idk where to start, its just all over the place and im feeling bad, really bad…

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