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Lemon_19120 🇵🇭

5 months ago

Feeling Emotional

Here I am again, writing to this secret app. After 3 months of my last post here. Nakausap uli kita, not in personal ofcourse because you're back to Las Vegas. We had videocall with our tropa to celebrate your birthday. Today is your birthday!!! Happy Birthday!!! Actually, i deleted this app 1 mon

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Here I am again, writing to this secret app.

After 3 months of my last post here. Nakausap uli kita, not in personal ofcourse because you're back to Las Vegas. We had videocall with our tropa to celebrate your birthday. Today is your birthday!!! Happy Birthday!!!

Actually, i deleted this app 1 month ago. Cause I know hindi ko na to magagamit or hindi ko na kailangan. But here i am again, writing.

We are normal sa videocall, tawanan at asaran ng tropa. Actually I am not expecting anything from you. But to my surprise, while we are having conversation sa group video call, you private messaged me.

Sabi mo, "tawa ka ng tawa dyan ang dami mo na naman nalalaman" kasi nag aasaran kayo ng boys ng mga kalokohang ginawa niyo nung time na umuwe ka. I replied, "daming kwento, dami ko na naman nalalaman sayo, malinis ka daw gumawa" tapos sabi mo, "joke lang nila yun"

I was shocked na minessage mo ko, at the same time happy ako. Akala ko magttuloy tuloy yung conversation, until sinabi mo add ko dun sa conversation natin yung ibang tropa natin. So yun ang ginawa ko.

The video call continue, sobrang haba. Until, one of our friends was drunk. He was wasted, he's telling words that is offending. I am not reacting anymore, smiling yes but not laughing. You noticed me and you private messaged me again. Sabi mo "hayaan mo lang siya magsalita" then sabi ko, "oo lasing lang yan". Until our drunk friend bullying me because of my body weight. Sabi mo ulit "wag mo siya intindhin, you look fine". I replied again, "hindi ko na kasi maibalik yung dati ko katawan", then you answered "hindi mo kailangan, you still look good".

I was happy, because you comforted me. You made me feel better. Our private conversation continue while having group video call with our friends, until I got a chance to tell you that I wrote you an open letter to this secret app 3 months ago. You said, "I really hope that you sent it", i replied "I wish I had a chance". Then you said, "siguro sa susunod na kabanata, hopefully someday I'll get the chance to read it".

Then minutes passed, isa isa na nagpapaalam sa videocall mga tropa, kaya nagpaalaman na lahat. We end the group call. Right after, I searched this secret app hoping that I can retrieve my open letter because I want you to see and read it. And yes! I got it.

Now, hindi ko alam kung isesend ko ba sayo or hindi. But I messaged you telling na I already saw it. And I am waiting for your response if you are still interested to see.

I cannot believe this is happening. Kasi I wrote that open letter 3 months ago without knowing how can you read it. I thought it's impossible. And now, you're telling me how you wish that you'd get the chance to read it.

I HOPE I WILL THIS TIME.

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