feeling torn

Coconut_10530

1 year ago

Feeling Bad 😞

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since some days ago, my GF saw a message of my best friend asking me if I havent seen any notifications regarding my bday. I was in Paris with my GF. I hate replying in wishes and I do not share it with anyone, definetly not showing on FB. well I did react on the wish post but didnt reply. also when I came back, I found out that I had some other messages online from him about my bday and the day back then what I was going to do. I did reply when I read them explaining that I had no data(it was true by the way). he then asked me if I havent checked my notifications since then. I replied that I didnt have data anyway and left the comment go. My girlfriend started am argument with him, telling him that she finds it too extensive that he is making complains about it. anyway to cut long story short, they kept argueing and I was upset for both of their reactions and responses. she believes he is gay, and loves me. And she is actively against me having him as a friend, she believes that I put him overs her but I think I dont. on the other hand I stopped talking much with him, spending much more time with her and still when I was going to meet him to play card games or video games she gets angry and even mentioning his name does. Sorry for the long message, I really have no one to talk to so I want to write it, I dnt expect anything from this anyway. I got furious about both of their behavior and I dropped into the conversation, yelling at both of them, daring and showing how sad and angry I feel about the fact that they argue. then she gets angry at me and put me in a position where if I want her my life I will have to text him to argue with him to respect her (which I want to do) but in this matter I believe that since she started the fight, I don’t feel like it’s the way I should act. I don’t know what to do, I feel like two sides of me are crushing me. I love her so much, but I do also want to be ok with my friend who stood up to me when I had no one else. I honestly tried to balance things, and I was hoping that could have both coexist with each other. on the left side o have my GF, that I live with. and on the other side I have my best friend that I respect as a brother. 😞

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