my mom said...don't call her mom she don't want to be my mom anymore..... when I'm going through mind fog ,zoning out,inability to reciprocate things,body weakness. She simply called that lazy and good for nothing... to my mental state is just an excuse... when she ask why do you not share stuffs w me and what you are thinking...how ironical it is just to be misjudged?misunderstood?blame all on me? I never felt the warmth support from my own family...OR maybe they never understood me,a complete stranger. I sense nothing...I don't even remember how warm a family feels.

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