i'm gonna use english cuz it's really hard to express this in arabic Well I have a friend (girl ) when i say she's gorgeos I really mean it Maybe if someone else would see her he would not like her but me i really think that she's very very beautiful Ok , so the thing is ( maybe it's a test from god) that i really need someone that understand me and care about me well you're gonna Say that i don't have to rely on others but me i can't i really can't i didn't find anyone that listen to me to the real me without judging me just listen to me that's it and what a mockery this girl that I'm not gonna say that I'm not jealous yes i'm but i don't have to show it No one would understand me right now but I'm really needy to that person that she got i don't mean this person exactely but someone like him when i'm mad he notices me i'm not saying that i'm searchi'g for love no i don't care about love i only need someone that share the same hobbies like me Want to discuss with me Not getting bored of me Open topics with me Alldays i'm letting my feelings down that no one can see them but i can't anymore

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