I hate myself… it’s nothing that I’ve done per se but more of what I haven’t done. I hate myself and I’m just getting older, and my motivation is lacking… everyone expects me to be okay because I’m a father and a man, and nobody has time to listen to other people’s problems I feel like. I just can’t post this on other social media because it’ll look like I’m seeking attention. I’m going back into a depression and I haven’t been depressed like this in so many years…

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