i hate love i'm tired of all of this i don't wanna cry anymore it hurts. I met this girl who is my bsf cousin and she's js wow she's gorg and the way she acts w me i love it sometimes she's aggressive but i hope that's the way she shows love. we were watching a movie and she gave me a blanket so we shared the blanket. under the blanket she started caress my leg but not in a weird way i felt safe. we were sleeping bc we had a sleepover and we were the only ones awake it was 4am we were watching tik tok and she stopped looking at her phone js to look at mine she accidentally hit my eye and she was like "sorry sorry" u can't understand how happy i was after she said srry (she doesn't rlly says srry abt that😭 the next day we went to her house and when me and my bsf and i went back to my bsf house js the both of us when we closed her cousins door i was tearing and couldn't stop so my bsf gave me a big hug 🫶🏻 so i kept crying and crying bc this happened in spain and i live in london (im from spain im js on vacation and i don't wanna leave) btw im a girl and its the first time i like sm like this it's the second time this happens last summer and this summer. i'm 11 so yh it's rlly hard for me bc she's the first person i RLLY like . Thanks if u read this🫶🏻 i rlly needed to tell sm and i randomly js cry

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