i feel so numb all the time i hate the way that no body can see how much im going through on a daily basis. every time i think everything is getting better i end up reliving the worst year of my life my heart is full with so many secrets that i can’t share, everything is so bottled up that im scared one day im gonna burst what even worse is that i cant explain everything i cant even write the things bothering me down i dont know from where to start or end i hate every part of myself my life and everyone around me i just wanna disappear to see if anyone would care i just feel alone like no one can get me my friends can never understand where im coming from i pretend like everything is okay but in reality im so drained i just want to start over

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