i don’t actually know what am i doing. i love a girl, we’ve been together for almost 3 years. i want to engage her but her family won’t accept me for just who am i. i only have my job, I don’t habe a car ane I don’t have an apartment. I’m working so hard but I can’t find a way out, it’s so hard in Egypt to start on your own an yea i’m on my own. My father can’t support me financially and I don’t blame him. I actually lost most of my friends also but this is a whole other story maybe i’ll write it in another note. I can’t feel happy with anything or any progreaa i make in my job. I’ve became a team leader only in 7 months and this is a hige achievement for me, but guess what, it’s not enough yet and still I can’t get the car nor the apartment therfore her family still won’t accept me. I don’t know who should i blame, sometimes i blame myself for getting into a relationship while this is my situation. I truly love her and I can’t live without her and i feel like i’m dying inside which is too early for my age. i look at people at my age and i feel like i’m the saddest one. I know we all have problems byt at least they have someone in their back. I hope i can find a way out. Btw, i’m 25 years old.

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