I burn myself, only music helps me feel better.

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I burn my my self I smoke weed I drink I fight I scream in peoples face’s and the only thing that helps to get better is writing songs about how I feel (I’m a musician ) but I can’t do that if I’m not high or drunk I have a gf that I love so much I always wanted to change for her but she always says that she knows how hard my life was so she doesn’t judge me sometimes I study well like I get good grades and sometimes I just hate school sometimes I’m full of energy sometimes I sleep in class I’m so random my mood is random my style is random my choices are I’m tired I want to control my self

Coffee_65791 🇪🇬 · Answer

try it one step at a time

Marshmallow_86970 🇿🇦 · Answer

i know the feeling. I am also a small time musician who wants to try make music a life. My way of coping with stress is to just tell myself that it'll be fine. I know it can be difficult sometimes, but I think you can do it.

Chilli_86872 🇩🇿 · Answer

to be honest with u I have some fans I’ve been in multiple tv shows a lot of ppl know me but the problem is that in my country they don’t respect this kind of thinking and id have the right to express my deep feelings so I just smile in videos and stuff but sometimes I just start to do weird stuff scream and fight then they just look at me with a weird look like i gave a fake face for my self